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[Sep. 28th, 2009|01:06 am] |
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Great, it's 1.09 and I am not asleep.Woohoo, i broke my record.
Someone please save me. It's getting too tiring. I am going to fall anytime.
28 more days left to os,24 more days to practical.I am so dead.Save me!
It's getting crazier,everything i do has no life in it.
I get tired when i study,obvious.
I get tired when i stand,walk,eat,stare into space,talk, and even sleep.
Sleeping is a sin! So i shouldn't sleep.:(
YAWNSSSSSSSSSSS.I AM DYING:(
I wish you were here with me.I miss you:(
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[Sep. 24th, 2009|10:38 pm] |
 Love is friendship set on fire(:
Okay,I am currently feeling quite sad now,idk why either.
Recently,everything i do makes me feel sad.
I think there is something wrong with me:(
I am going crazy.AHHHHHH.
Listening to yesterday by leona lewis.That song is pretty awesome!
Though its old,but its very meaningful.
I dont wanna graduate,but i cant wait for o levels to come.
I just wanna get over and done with it.
Friends,why are we called friends when we dont even trust each other? |
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[Sep. 21st, 2009|08:37 pm] |
Everything that I do,reminds me of you.
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| I used to be love drunk,but now I'm hungover; |
[Sep. 21st, 2009|08:24 pm] |
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Great,once again I am confused again.
I dont want the same old thing to happen again.
I trusted you so,and I dont wanna tie you down.
you need not listen to me,just do what you feel like.
The day will come,and you'll see,I really mean it.
The pot calling the kettle black.
I thought you were a nice friend,but i doubt so.
I was blinded by all the things you do to me.somehow,i wish
I had been more courageous to go up to you and say-
you're not worth it.You are not fit to be my friend. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2009|09:11 pm] |
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If you were a tear in my eye,I would not cry for fear of losing you.
Went to school today for national day celebration.Our class is the best,only 18 people turned up.
Not as if i always go to school, so not much of a difference there.We were released early at nine thirty.
Had macs breakfast with carmen, dawn, Elysia and joanne.Home to do amaths.
Prelims!Glad that GEOGRAPHY paper is finally over.Two more papers to go and i am done.Cant wait
for prelims to be over.
I am so bored at home.Can someone please come to my house and talk to me?Haha.
My mother and sisters are living in their own world,it's not fair cause i feel neglected.
I feel like going shopping in town right now!
To think of it, prelims are not over yet.
sigh.gotta go now.see you again livejournal.
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[Jul. 10th, 2009|07:14 pm] |
When you say nothing at all
Man,I feel awful.
I don't know what is going on with me.
Trust me, I am perfectly fine without you.Still doing okay.
Geog BT today, it was fun cheating and writting rubbish on the paper.
The teacher is really dumb,basically the whole class was cheating except for some of course,and yet the teacher didn't know.hey,guess what!She fell asleep.Snores,zzzzzzzzz.
O level is freaking me out.
Sometimes,school is too much for me to handle,it makes me sad when you say nothing at all.
I wanna drop out of school.If i had no parents,i gladly would.
Danggg!Got to go.
WOOOOOOOOSH.
GONE WITH THE WIND. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2009|07:37 pm] |
Labels or Love
Well,today was pretty tiring,Physics and amath non-stop.
Seriously.I am tired, are you?
Damn,there's school tomorrow,school makes me think of it again.
On the other hand,life is pretty cool with church and all.I think the people in church are nice.Discovering and knowing more about God really helps in every way.(:
Oh well,I got to move on and be who I really am.It's pretty hard,but as long as i persevere and not think bout it,I know i can do it.
Man,what's up with you?
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[Jun. 24th, 2009|11:16 pm] |
Goobledegook
Recently,there have been lots of things going on in my mind.I'll start to wonder about my life and ask myself this-WHAT ON EARTH AM I HERE FOR?God says i am not an accident,which i feel otherwise.
OH well,life has been sucky as usual.School-ed on monday,had maths lessons for two hours.It's great to see my classmates back in school again,all rowdy and crazy.Mr tan's lessons are funnn,i love his lessons.
Stayed home on tue and slacked around with my sisters.Vadeline and verena are just being their irritating and annoying self again,which is pissing me off.On the other hand,my sisters always cheer me up with their lameness.It's in the genes.It's not my fault,blame it on my parents.By the way,my mum talks to the plants o make them grow taller!Hahaha.
Bowling with tuition friends tomorrow.Cant wait,I am really excited!(:
AT least i know i have them to count on.They're not like you,they don't talk behind people's back.I am glad God gave me eyes to see for myself who are my true friends.IF I HAD KNOWN EARLIER,trust me,I wouldn't have trusted you that much.Now all i need is a horse to get me away.
Mr horse,please take me away..I dont ever wanna come back,Dont worry cause i keep telling myself that all it takes is just a few more freaking months.Oh well,friends come and go right?
Okay this is my life,welcome to my life.
to be hurt,to feel lost,to be left out in the dark........
All it takes is just a little baby step.
School's re opening on monday.Screw school,I hate school.I wanna quit school.
There are still tons of homework left for me to do,but i simply cant be bothered.I know i should be doing them,but...they look so unfriendly,so uninviting and so boring.Haha.I am guilty of sloth,its natural,cant be helped!
Okay,nights to the whole world out there!
Tell me,why is it so hard to read your mind?You're like a mystery to me.
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[Jun. 18th, 2009|02:08 pm] |
Long division
life's betting really boring nowadays.studied with tuition friends on tuesday,lunched then we went to bowl.Oh my gosh, bowling's really addictive though i suck at it.Wan lin'sreally good at bowling,ye hua should come 45 mins earlier next time.zheng yong's bowling moves were really cool.Hahaha.Talking bout bowling,i wanna go bowl soon!Any takers?Grandparents came over to my house on wednesday,they are really nice to talk to,especially grandma.Seriously,i should be studying but i just cannot bring myself to the study table and study.I am really tired,both phsically and mentally.I miss school.I miss all my friends.
oh man,i miss those happy times that we used to spend together.How i wish i could rewind time.By the way, I haven blog in ages.haha,sometimesi wonder if blogging is a waste of time.maybe i should indulge myself in something else.
something terrible happened yesterday.why is life so unfair?why is everything happening so suddenly?Gosh man,there are so many questions in my head now.I have an urge to go search the web for answers but i know it wont be reliable.
It's deja vu.
I saw you again.
oh well,i am starting to like cantonese songs,they're really nice!
okay,i've got something to say.LOVE IS OVERRATED.we're too yong to understand what love really is,we all need time.
okay.got to go now,guess i'll just go take a short nap!
zzzzzzzzzzzzz. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2009|11:13 pm] |
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Tuesday
Tuesday reminds me of tuesdays with morrie.I love the book for one more day,cried after reading that book.It's really touching.Being really random here.Why on earth am i on this planet.It's really right,maybe i am belong to some other planet and happen to pass by Earth.I find myself really weird sometimes,like really really weird.
Sometimes i feel that i am too werid to even belong to this earth.Holidays are fun,but somehow they're killing me.
I need to be back to school soon because staying at home the whole day just kills my brain cells,though i dont have a brain,irony.It's ironic how life can be so good yet so sucky at the same time.I am having mixed feelings and thoughts now.I know no one really bothers reading my lj cause it's kind of boring and the way i post is terrible.I wish i could be someone else.I hate to pretend,i hate to be myself.I feel fake.Well.my emotions are taking control and i dont know what i am trying to say,see and this goes back to the point where i need to think before i say anything.Friends out there,whoever reads this,please knock some sense into me.
Knock knock who's there?
Nights all.I cant sleep,am having a bad headache.:(I am going to open this nightclub,not those in red light districts,but a nightclub for nocturnals like me.Anyone interested?
Sadly to say,no one's there. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2009|10:16 pm] |
Nine in the afternoon.
okay,I am dead beat:/Good night to the whole world out there. |
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[May. 26th, 2009|10:11 pm] |
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It's a hit-and-run.
I realised something.Its better to be loved than to love someone.Why are my posts nowadays so love related?I dont know why either,don't ask me.An answer is all i need and why cant you just tell me?It just leaves me hanging on.Gosh,I need ice cream.
Thats all that i ever wanted but i realised i wasnt that important to you afterall.:/ |
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[May. 25th, 2009|09:54 pm] |
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"Love is being stupid together."
And what exactly is love?Yes,Love is actually about being stupid together.Usuals,happy 2nd(:
In life,we've got to make our own decisions cause no one can make any decicions for us.Ultimately,it'll still be you making the decision yourself cause it's all about what you truly want to do.I don't know,i really don't know.Should I?or should i not?See,and thats what i hate about myself.I CANT make decisions,cause i CANT make up my mind!But it's true,no one can really help you,it's just yourself.
okay,i think my life's screwed.
Last week was an exciting week for me though!
Mondays are just plain tiring,cause mondays always annoys me.
oh,and you're just like a film playing without a sound.Tskk.
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[May. 20th, 2009|10:52 pm] |
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"Love is like war.Easy to begin but hard to end."
It's funny how friendships can be forged so easily and broken so easily.No one can live without anyone.I am sure everybody needs someone,and i am no exception.Okay,i cant get to sleep.God,anyone has panadol?I dont wanna go to school tomorrow,i dont wanna check papers and have MT programme though its good for us.
We can do this together diyana,just believe in ourselves.(:
My mum is her usual self today and so are my sisters.They're annoying, just like every other day.
I feel like eating ice cream now.It just feels so good when the ice cream just melts in your mouth completely.Heh.
Okay,i am so not over it. |
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[May. 19th, 2009|09:07 pm] |
"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven"
I saw a weird stranger.Trust me,you wouldn't want to meet him.Life's getting really strange for me nowadays.O level MT is in one weeks time.And,I'm doomed. |
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[May. 16th, 2009|06:32 pm] |
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Race against time.
Amaths and physics paper next mon.I feel like exams are over like seriously.I am so lazy,I wanna play and slack around but somehow, I feel guilty.Went for emaths tuition today at nine.Then home.Played the piano for an hour,it was quite fun though.Actually i cant wait for next monday.I cant wait for mid years to be over.Then again,there is olevel mt.Gonna meet up with jesslyn tomorrow.It has been a long time since i last saw her.
"The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or heard,but can be felt with the heart."
We are never worlds apart.We're just a few blocks away.Hot best,you'll always be the best.Somehow i know that i can rely on you(:Dont be sad,cause you can always sit beside me when the world comes down.I'll be here for you 24/7 just like seven eleven.I love you my dear friend.Now i know how friendship can be that vulnerable.I know its hard and was quite sad when i heard bout it,but i am sure we can do it.It's hard,but we got to move on.We got to do this togather,aim high and far. |
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[May. 10th, 2009|05:13 pm] |
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Fill an empty heart
Its amazing how time passes so quickly and it's mothers' day once again.Looking back and wondering bout the wonderful times we all used to spend together, makes me really happy.Usuals came over yesterday and gave me a surprise!Was really touched cause i didnt expected them to come and give me a surprise!Thanks people!
Thanks hotbest for your present,the photos were really great!
Thanks yolk and rj for mr fluff,now i finally know what it is.
Thanks hester,celine and grace for scaring me with that little waxy insect.
Thanks for everything,had a wonderful time(:
Also,thanks to joey,viv,joanne,shaliza,hel and eveyone who sent me wishes(:
Really really grateful and if one day God were to ask me what was my greatest birthday gift,I would say FRIENDS(:
Had tuition today and wanliun gave me a wallet and drew me this really funny card.Haha.Thanks friend.Bus ride with wan lin and ye hua was fun cause we talked bout how wan lin met with like three flashers!So cool.I would scream if i meet one.Ye hua taught me self defence to protect myself against flashers.This topic somehow reminded me of the DO NOT CROSS THE ROAD WHEN THE GREEN MAN IS FLASHING joke!so hilarious.
Had lunch with lay wen and wan lin.It has become our sunday routine!!!
Okay got to hit the books now.
Geography geography,tell me why you're so hard to remember!!!
Guess it's true,shouldn't have trusted you. |
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[May. 7th, 2009|05:55 pm] |
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Scale new heights
Sometimes when i look up into the sky,I wonder where is true friendship and true love?
It always amuses me when i try to talk to somone about her friendship problems and yet I can solve my own.I am such a loser.I hate life cause life totally sucks.It's mid years and I am very scared yet I am not doing anything but posting.
I just realised that it has been a really long time since i last posted because I Kinda hate computers during that period.Is it true that humans only turn to machines,robots and technology for help when they are feeling frustrated and confused about life?
And now,I need a friend.
Ss and emaths paper one today.Guessed i really screwed both up.I just wanna get over and done with all my papers and o'levels.
I wanna move,I need a new life,a totally new environment where I can start afresh and move on.
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