Song that won't rhyme w/o you;

It takes two hands to clap.

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 17:16:58 GMT

                       Great, it's 1.09 and I am not asleep.Woohoo, i broke my record.
                       Someone please save me. It's getting too tiring. I am going to fall anytime.
                     28 more days left to os,24 more days to practical.I am so dead.Save me!
                       It's getting crazier,everything i do has no life in it.
                         I get tired when i study,obvious.
                         I get tired when i stand,walk,eat,stare into space,talk, and even sleep.
                         Sleeping is a sin! So i shouldn't sleep.:(
                        YAWNSSSSSSSSSSS.I AM DYING:(

                         I wish you were here with me.I miss you:(

somewhere in the middle,we became the best of friends.

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 14:47:37 GMT

Love is friendship set on fire(:
Okay,I am currently feeling quite sad now,idk why either.
Recently,everything i do makes me feel sad.
I think there is something wrong with me:(
I am going crazy.AHHHHHH.
Listening to yesterday by leona lewis.That song is pretty awesome!
Though its old,but its very meaningful.
I dont wanna graduate,but i cant wait for o levels to come.
I just wanna get over and done with it.

Friends,why are we called friends when we dont even trust each other?

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 12:39:06 GMT

Everything that I do,reminds me of you.

I used to be love drunk,but now I'm hungover;

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 12:36:58 GMT

Great,once again I am confused again.
I dont want the same old thing to happen again.
I trusted you so,and I dont wanna tie you down.
you need not listen to me,just do what you feel like.
The day will come,and you'll see,I really mean it.

The pot calling the kettle black.
I thought you were a nice friend,but i doubt so.
I was blinded by all the things you do to me.somehow,i wish
I had been more courageous to go up to you and say-
you're not worth it.You are not fit to be my friend.

Fri, 07 Aug 2009 13:43:42 GMT

If you were a tear in my eye,I would not cry for fear of losing you.

Went to school today for national day celebration.Our class is the best,only 18 people turned up.
Not as if i always go to school, so not much of a difference there.We were released early at nine thirty.
Had macs breakfast with carmen, dawn, Elysia and joanne.Home to do amaths.
Prelims!Glad that GEOGRAPHY paper is finally over.Two more papers to go and i am done.Cant wait
for prelims to be over.

I am so bored at home.Can someone please come to my house and talk to me?Haha.
My mother and sisters are living in their own world,it's not fair cause i feel neglected.
I feel like going shopping in town right now!

To think of it, prelims are not over yet.

sigh.gotta go now.see you again livejournal.

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 11:29:44 GMT

When you say nothing at all

Man,I feel awful.
I don't know what is going on with me.
Trust me, I am perfectly fine without you.Still doing okay.
Geog BT today, it was fun cheating and writting rubbish on the paper.
The teacher is really dumb,basically the whole class was cheating except for some of course,and yet the teacher didn't know.hey,guess what!She fell asleep.Snores,zzzzzzzzz.
O level is freaking me out.
Sometimes,school is too much for me to handle,it makes me sad when you say nothing at all.
I wanna drop out of school.If i had no parents,i gladly would.
Danggg!Got to go.

WOOOOOOOOSH.
GONE WITH THE WIND.

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 11:44:37 GMT

Labels or Love
Well,today was pretty tiring,Physics and amath non-stop.
Seriously.I am tired, are you?
Damn,there's school tomorrow,school makes me think of it again.
On the other hand,life is pretty cool with church and all.I think the people in church are nice.Discovering and knowing more about God really helps in every way.(:
Oh well,I got to move on and be who I really am.It's pretty hard,but as long as i persevere and not think bout it,I know i can do it.
Man,what's up with you?

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 15:35:05 GMT

Goobledegook
Recently,there have been lots of things going on in my mind.I'll start to wonder about my life and ask myself this-WHAT ON EARTH AM I HERE FOR?God says i am not an accident,which i feel otherwise.

OH well,life has been sucky as usual.School-ed on monday,had maths lessons for two hours.It's great to see my classmates back in school again,all rowdy and crazy.Mr tan's lessons are funnn,i love his lessons.

Stayed home on tue and slacked around with my sisters.Vadeline and verena are just being their irritating and annoying self again,which is pissing me off.On the other hand,my sisters always cheer me up with their lameness.It's in the genes.It's not my fault,blame it on my parents.By the way,my mum talks to the plants o make them grow taller!Hahaha.

Bowling with tuition friends tomorrow.Cant wait,I am really excited!(:
AT least i know i have them to count on.They're not like you,they don't talk behind people's back.I am glad God gave me eyes to see for myself who are my true friends.IF I HAD KNOWN EARLIER,trust me,I wouldn't have trusted you that much.Now all i need is a horse to get me away.
Mr horse,please take me away..I dont ever wanna come back,Dont worry cause i keep telling myself that all it takes is just a few more freaking months.Oh well,friends come and go right?

Okay this is my life,welcome to my life.
to be hurt,to feel lost,to be left out in the dark........

All it takes is just a little baby step.
School's re opening on monday.Screw school,I hate school.I wanna quit school.
There are still tons of homework left for me to do,but i simply cant be bothered.I know i should be doing them,but...they look so unfriendly,so uninviting and so boring.Haha.I am guilty of sloth,its natural,cant be helped!

Okay,nights to the whole world out there!

Tell me,why is it so hard to read your mind?You're like a mystery to me.

Thu, 18 Jun 2009 06:21:38 GMT

Long division
life's betting really boring nowadays.studied with tuition friends on tuesday,lunched then we went to bowl.Oh my gosh, bowling's really addictive though i suck at it.Wan lin'sreally good at bowling,ye hua should come 45 mins earlier next time.zheng yong's bowling moves were really cool.Hahaha.Talking bout bowling,i wanna go bowl soon!Any takers?Grandparents came over to my house on wednesday,they are really nice to talk to,especially grandma.Seriously,i should be studying but i just cannot bring myself to the study table and study.I am really tired,both phsically and mentally.I miss school.I miss all my friends.

oh man,i miss those happy times that we used to spend together.How i wish i could rewind time.By the way, I haven blog in ages.haha,sometimesi wonder if blogging is a waste of time.maybe i should indulge myself in something else.

something terrible happened yesterday.why is life so unfair?why is everything happening so suddenly?Gosh man,there are so many questions in my head now.I have an urge to go search the web for answers but i know it wont be reliable.

It's deja vu.
I saw you again.

oh well,i am starting to like cantonese songs,they're really nice!

okay,i've got something to say.LOVE IS OVERRATED.we're too yong to understand what love really is,we all need time.

okay.got to go now,guess i'll just go take a short nap!
zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Tue, 09 Jun 2009 15:56:34 GMT

Tuesday
Tuesday reminds me of tuesdays with morrie.I love the book for one more day,cried after reading that book.It's really touching.Being really random here.Why on earth am i on this planet.It's really right,maybe i am belong to some other planet and happen to pass by Earth.I find myself really weird sometimes,like really really weird.
Sometimes i feel that i am too werid to even belong to this earth.Holidays are fun,but somehow they're killing me.
I need to be back to school soon because staying at home the whole day just kills my brain cells,though i dont have a brain,irony.It's ironic how life can be so good yet so sucky at the same time.I am having mixed feelings and thoughts now.I know no one really bothers reading my lj cause it's kind of boring and the way i post is terrible.I wish i could be someone else.I hate to pretend,i hate to be myself.I feel fake.Well.my emotions are taking control and i dont know what i am trying to say,see and this goes back to the point where i need to think before i say anything.Friends out there,whoever reads this,please knock some sense into me.

Knock knock who's there?

Nights all.I cant sleep,am having a bad headache.:(I am going to open this nightclub,not those in red light districts,but a nightclub for nocturnals like me.Anyone interested?

Sadly to say,no one's there.

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 14:18:13 GMT

Nine in the afternoon.
okay,I am dead beat:/Good night to the whole world out there.

Friendships are forever.

Tue, 26 May 2009 14:17:28 GMT

It's a hit-and-run.
I realised something.Its better to be loved than to love someone.Why are my posts nowadays so love related?I dont know why either,don't ask me.An answer is all i need and why cant you just tell me?It just leaves me hanging on.Gosh,I need ice cream.
Thats all that i ever wanted but i realised i wasnt that important to you afterall.:/

I'll be there.

Mon, 25 May 2009 14:03:49 GMT

"Love is being stupid together."
And what exactly is love?Yes,Love is actually about being stupid together.Usuals,happy 2nd(:
In life,we've got to make our own decisions cause no one can make any decicions for us.Ultimately,it'll still be you making the decision yourself cause it's all about what you truly want to do.I don't know,i really don't know.Should I?or should i not?See,and thats what i hate about myself.I CANT make decisions,cause i CANT make up my mind!But it's true,no one can really help you,it's just yourself.
okay,i think my life's screwed.
Last week was an exciting week for me though!
Mondays are just plain tiring,cause mondays always annoys me.
oh,and you're just like a film playing without a sound.Tskk.

moonlight sonata

Sat, 23 May 2009 14:48:22 GMT

I miss you:(

1,2 buckle my shoe.

Thu, 21 May 2009 10:57:05 GMT

My life is officially screwed.

Wed, 20 May 2009 15:01:36 GMT

"Love is like war.Easy to begin but hard to end."
It's funny how friendships can be forged so easily and broken so easily.No one can live without anyone.I am sure everybody needs someone,and i am no exception.Okay,i cant get to sleep.God,anyone has panadol?I dont wanna go to school tomorrow,i dont wanna check papers and have MT programme though its good for us.
We can do this together diyana,just believe in ourselves.(:
My mum is her usual self today and so are my sisters.They're annoying, just like every other day.
I feel like eating ice cream now.It just feels so good when the ice cream just melts in your mouth completely.Heh.
Okay,i am so not over it.

Tue, 19 May 2009 13:19:21 GMT

"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven"
I saw a weird stranger.Trust me,you wouldn't want to meet him.Life's getting really strange for me nowadays.O level MT is in one weeks time.And,I'm doomed.

Sat, 16 May 2009 10:54:11 GMT

Race against time.
Amaths and physics paper next mon.I feel like exams are over like seriously.I am so lazy,I wanna play and slack around but somehow, I feel guilty.Went for emaths tuition today at nine.Then home.Played the piano for an hour,it was quite fun though.Actually i cant wait for next monday.I cant wait for mid years to be over.Then again,there is olevel mt.Gonna meet up with jesslyn tomorrow.It has been a long time since i last saw her.
"The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or heard,but can be felt with the heart."
We are never worlds apart.We're just a few blocks away.Hot best,you'll always be the best.Somehow i know that i can rely on you(:Dont be sad,cause you can always sit beside me when the world comes down.I'll be here for you 24/7 just like seven eleven.I love you my dear friend.Now i know how friendship can be that vulnerable.I know its hard and was quite sad when i heard bout it,but i am sure we can do it.It's hard,but we got to move on.We got to do this togather,aim high and far.

Sun, 10 May 2009 09:35:37 GMT

Fill an empty heart
Its amazing how time passes so quickly and it's mothers' day once again.Looking back and wondering bout the wonderful times we all used to spend together, makes me really happy.Usuals came over yesterday and gave me a surprise!Was really touched cause i didnt expected them to come and give me a surprise!Thanks people!
Thanks hotbest for your present,the photos were really great!
Thanks yolk and rj for mr fluff,now i finally know what it is.
Thanks hester,celine and grace for scaring me with that little waxy insect.
Thanks for everything,had a wonderful time(:
Also,thanks to joey,viv,joanne,shaliza,hel and eveyone who sent me wishes(:
Really really grateful and if one day God were to ask me what was my greatest birthday gift,I would say FRIENDS(:
Had tuition today and wanliun gave me a wallet and drew me this really funny card.Haha.Thanks friend.Bus ride with wan lin and ye hua was fun cause we talked bout how wan lin met with like three flashers!So cool.I would scream if i meet one.Ye hua taught me self defence to protect myself against flashers.This topic somehow reminded me of the DO NOT CROSS THE ROAD WHEN THE GREEN MAN IS FLASHING joke!so hilarious.
Had lunch with lay wen and wan lin.It has become our sunday routine!!!
Okay got to hit the books now.
Geography geography,tell me why you're so hard to remember!!!

Guess it's true,shouldn't have trusted you.

Thu, 07 May 2009 10:18:24 GMT

Scale new heights
Sometimes when i look up into the sky,I wonder where is true friendship and true love?
It always amuses me when i try to talk to somone about her friendship problems and yet I can solve my own.I am such a loser.I hate life cause life totally sucks.It's mid years and I am very scared yet I am not doing anything but posting.
I just realised that it has been a really long time since i last posted because I Kinda hate computers during that period.Is it true that humans only turn to machines,robots and technology for help when they are feeling frustrated and confused about life?
And now,I need a friend.
Ss and emaths paper one today.Guessed i really screwed both up.I just wanna get over and done with all my papers and o'levels.
I wanna move,I need a new life,a totally new environment where I can start afresh and move on.
And I'm trying my best to erase you from my mind.It's not working,no?

You make my world go upside down.

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 08:37:38 GMT

Supposed to meet tuition peeps at 10.15 today at amk hub to catch a movie.Was the last to reach as usual.Met wan lin,jessica,ye hua and zheng yong.We couldn't decide on what movie to watch at first,magadascar or coffin.So,we stood around the cinema and tossed coins.The tossed coins says to watch magadascar but ye hua insisted on watching coffin.Jessica and the rest then decided to watch coffin.Walk around and finally watched the movie.I can say that the movie is kinda lame and kinda scary at the same time.What made it worse was actually the people around us,they are so annoying.One of them actually said that the ghost would come out of the ring?!!?I was like looking at wan lin with a lame look.Jessica and I were like screaming all the way cause the face of the ghost is actually sort of gross.HAHA.After the movie,jessica had to go to school and we all went back home.It was fun but tiring though.Okayy,getting ready for training tomorrow!!
~~I rather not know what's going on.The truth hurts.~~

I believe I can move on.

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 15:20:20 GMT

Okay,Today vivecka met me at 9.45 and mum drove us to st.annes.Reached church around 10.45.Mass is supposed to start at 11 and it was already super duper packed by the time we reach there.I think i should go get seats there at 8 the next time because almost half of our school was like there.I lied to joleen that i will be going to malaysia and she really believed me.wow,and in the end i turn out to be there at her confirmation.It was so nice when all i could see was the confirmants wearing white and the mass was awesome.I wanna get confirmed too,at least i would be recognized as some confirmed catholic.Congrats to venetia,dawn,clare,heleyna..and joleen today!(:went with vivecka to heleyna's house for her confirmation lunch.I Don't know anyone there excepy for a few.Gosh,the lemon chicken was so delicious but i only ate a piece.haha,too scared and lazy to eat.Yup,then went to meet celine,joleen and rj at vivo.Ate a muffin from coffee bean and cel and jo each had a drink.We really had fun,and i think we had the best time in the toilet trying our very best to help joleen take out her contacts.I swear joleen has the most sensitive eye ever.hahaha.She needs to open her eyes bigger when taking out her contacts,and cel was the one who helped joleen take the contacts out!!(:Pris,hester and grace couldn't join us though but they are still missed by us!!Yuppppp..walked around and had dinner at joleen's house!I am glad i didn't buy the cheng ting,or should i be sad?I brought chicken noodles and i swear joleen's mum is a really great cook.Wow the sambal fish was superrrrrrr nice!Talked and laugh as we eat and cel ate the biggest piece of chilli.It was so funny to see her suffer after eating the chilli.Thanks everyone for making today an awesome and enjoyable day!:DReally had fun though.Gonna catch a movie tomorrow with tuition friends.Yipeeee!!
~~I shouldn't have said those words to you,But i know i can move on.~~

Just another crush?

Sat, 08 Nov 2008 14:40:37 GMT

Cute but psycho.Things even out.(:
Went for tuition at nine today.The teacher is so sarcastic.Urgh!Hating tuition more and more and EC is also gone for nuts.Mum is so nice to me today,booked a table at sake sushi.When it comes to birthdays,sake always comes first.Dad's in china,mum must be really sad not getting to celebrate her birthday with him.But there's always the 3 v's mum!(:okay,didn't eat much during dinner cause i was too busy in a conversation with mum,complaining bout the teacher,who else.I wanna quit tuition,its so not productive and so not fun at all.Talked on the phone with hotbest and even webcamed with her,haha both of us didn't bathe at that time.Funny funny.Bathed and here i am!
Things turned out to be rather sour between us,friend.
Hey love,should i give up,or should i just carry onlike that?
And not to forget thge birthday mum today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY(: LOVE YOU FOR THE LITTLE LITTLE THINGS YOU'VE DONE FOR US,LOVE YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE,LOVE YOU FOR GUIDING US,AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,LOVE YOU FOR BEING MY MUM(:

Its never too late;

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 11:22:50 GMT

Class of3d'08(:

Went to school as usual today.
Tuition on sat,boring boring.
And the worst thing is mr tan actually want us to come back for extra maths lessons for the whole of next week.Screwed.
somehow,i kinda regretted dropping geography.
had lunch with vivecka and venetia at LJS after lessons,saw pris tay,amanda and shervin.
I swear kalpana and vivecka were really funny people.
Joke:Your mama is so fat that when she took her weight it is your handphone number!So could i have your handphone no please?(hint hint to kalpana!)haha.
Super funny please!I can even roll on the floor and laugh!
Took bus 80 with vivecka and the bus ride was so super long,got off and we each had a macflurry!
headed home,had great fun today(:
It somehow seems as though its my fault my dear friend.I think we need to give ourselves some time to reflect,time heals everything.Since things are already like that,i guess i'll just play along..
hey love,if i've got the guts,i'll tell you how i feel.

Rock and Roll;

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 13:28:06 GMT

okay,school's starting tomorrow.Oh man,which means to say i gotta work hard.Urgh!!(:oops,i suddenly miss my sec two and sec one birthday.Sigh,i don't feel like going to school tomorrow.Time flies,really.Went for tuition today and it was fun but lame,my tutor asked me if i prefer ice-cream in cone,or cup.I said cup!(:One of my tuition friends said he prefer ice-cream in a ..Container.So funny.The other one said she prefer eating ice-cream using her hands.I swear people are getting lamer and lamer each day which means to say more wheelchairs'll be produced in the future!:Dwent to meet my uncle,sisters and mum at hougang mall for dinner yesterday and saw celine in the library.haha,i went to look for her and we took some lame pics together.oh ya and there's this lady who wore the same shirt as her,funny just that its different in color.She's super embarrassed i know,cause she took her story book and cover her shirt,and shes lame cause she can just use my beg to cover herself!!Celine's lame at times(:haha.yesyes i just got a member privilege card to shop at OG.haha which i think wont be of any use to me becuse in the first place,I don't even have the cash to go shopping.haha,so shall just keep the card as memorial!(:

Joke:There is this ali baba man who loves to eat chicken,whats his nickname?
Anyone knows?Give it a try!!Haha.Its super lame,i can give you an answer but promise not to ignore me after that!!
HAHAHA:DDDDD
Once its gone,its gone.The feeling isn't there anymore.